"I believe in you bea. You're a strong girl."

This is why I love my friends! You believe in me when I don't believe in myself <3

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I just spent the whole day bumming and eating in Cavite. My cousins are love <3

*Pat gets a pig figurine
Pat: "Oh my God Ate Bea, it's you!!!"

*Pat steals Marga's pink Hello Kitty notebook
Marga: "Akin na Kuya Patrick!"
Bea: "Aanhin mo ang pink Hello Kitty notebook??"
Pat: "I'm expressing my true self!"
Of course, he was joking. Well, he should be joking =p haha

Bea: "It's so hooooot."
*Pat goes up to me, and presses his pointy finger on my arm while saying
Pat: "Tssss"
I love that kid :) hahaha

*Pat waiting for a car
Pat: "Are they them?"
What? Lol.

*Pat talking about thigh fats
Pat: "Buti ka nga naka-skirt eh! Ako, I'm stuck with pants! If I sit down, it... SPREADS."

I love that kid :)

He gave me this "mantra" thing, that will only make sense to him and I.
Hula hula, chupa chups!
... And it never fails to make me smile, no matter how screwed up I am :)

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I complicate things. And when I do, the pessimist in me surfaces. And just because I made my life more complicated than it is, I hope it doesn't turn me into something I'm not.

:c

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Read this! It's this joke someone has been begging me to post since last month pa, haha. Ayan it's here na, woohoo! Sorry ang tagal, lol ;p
JOKE!

i know this post is long overdue, but i just have to post how i had the happiest birthday ever =D
legend: :c = aawwww



i woke up to find gifts in my bedroom! :c and those gifts were my favorite things. (aka favorite food. lol.)

jackie and allie dropped by my house separately to drop of their gifts :c


i saw this girl in the hotel! I MISS THIS GIRL SO MUCH. shet. my sexy birthday twin! :) love you glizaaa!

after checking-in, people started dropping by my hotel room to drop off their gifts :c


went to the parlor! i had my hair and make-up done in 30 minutes, woohoo :D

when i came back to my hotel room, more gifts showed up on my bed :c


me and my equally excited mom :))


VANITY. hahahahaha =D


rodney fetched me in my hotel room :c


... and i received my first ever bouquet of roses!! :'c ... and the roses were ORANGE!! :c

i'm so happy i spent the prom with my favorite people :)









"whoaaaa... ice oscar!!!"


tuwang-tuwa pa rin kami =))

i had an amazing prom thanks to this person...


...and THIS GIRL made me the happiest birthday girl in the world :)

thanks so much sam! love you! :)

we did our projects yesterday, managed to watch a pops + orchestra concert, and did projects some more.

ay wait, project lang pala =p geom. lol.

there have been too many toink moments since i have last blogged, but i'm too sleepy/wasted to blog about them right now. next time na lang. all i can say is, panalo yung lady behind julian & johann during the concert =)) i watched her most of the time (while constantly glancing at the orchestra since we need to write a reaction paper on them). she was swaying, clapping, and dancing as if it was the best party in the world.

mind you, siya lang yung ganun. lol.

... aside from all of those (not because of the funny lady, pops, nor the orchestra), i could say that it was unmistakably the best concert ever :)

OUCH.

no, my finger did not get chopped off whatsoever. it's just swelling, and i couldn't straighten it. eew =p

i've never felt so much pain on my hands since they scraped my finger (which took an agonizingly long time, since i didn't bleed at once) for a blood sample. NOW I KNOW HOW JACKIE FEELS! huhuhu. i used to think that finger injuries were funny coz hello, finger lang yan but now i learned my lesson. lol. the doctor said the worst place to have a wound is on the finger, or toes, because all the nerve endings are there. in other words, the pain of the injection was quadrupled. ughhh.

i hate this.

2 weeks pa bago mag-heal yung thing. GAD. hassle.

after the whole injection-cutting-scraping-whatever they did pa coz i didn't look anymore process, i started seeing purple dots everywhere. then nagka-orange stars. then they were so many. i felt like i was in another land! WOOHOO!! then a voice from far far away said "BEA! namumutla ka na!! your lips are white already! put your head between your legs!"

and so i followed that voice, and i felt better. lol. no more purple dots and orange stars =)) i was one of the few patients of hers who didn't faint. woohoo! go me. hahaha. but i think i was about to, lol.

we celebrated nanay's birthday in the cemetery yesterday. there were so many foood :D yehey! my cousins played dodgeball using a volleyball. so funny :) ako yung naging tagahawak ng mga cellphone, and patungan ng mga face towel due to my stupid stupid finger. grrr.

may dance kami ni pat para sa song na stars =)) LOL.

mami: be change your bandage na.
bea: RIGHT NOW? no way! yuck!! kadiri! i don't want to look at it!
mami: ask your dad to change it!
dadi: ha? ask mom to help you na lang!
haha go all of us

i finally have a prom dress color! yehey!



i love greenbelt! i hope they never remove those pretty lights. hihi. we looked like tourists in the place, since people stopped walking on the sidewalk just to give way to have this one picture of ours taken =))


RETREAT ON WED!! retreat letter please :) hihi thank you!!! :)

...i have updated my multiply once more! haha congratulate me. nag-uupdate na ko ng mga bagay. lol.

survey!! it's been a long time since i've answered one. lol. got this from vicky :)

Your Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits:	Shimmer - Fuel
Waking up:	the unique alarms in ate's phone =))
Average day:	Seven Days in Sunny June - Jamiroquai
First date:	Wonderwall - Oasis / Stellar - Incubus
Falling in love:	Brighter than Sunshine - Aqualung
Love scene:	Here in my Room - Incubus
Fight scene:	Just Because - Jane's Addiction
Breaking up:	We Might as Well be Strangers - Keane
Getting back together:	Especially for you - MYMP =))
Secret love:	Taguan - Sugarfree
Life's okay:	Dancing in the Moonlight - Toploader
Mental breakdown:	Metamphetamine Hydrosuicide - Radioactive Sago Project
Driving:	Crash - The Primitives
Learning a lesson:	Matter of Time - Wolfgang
Deep thought:	Precious - Depeche Mode
Flashback:	Los Baños - Sugarfree / 1979 - Smashing Pumpkins
Partying:	Happy - Squareheads
Happy dance:	My Humps - Black Eyed Peas =))
Regreting:	Come Around - Rhett Miller
Long night alone:	A City of Sleeping Hearts - Urbandub
Death scene:	Lost Guide - Pupil
Closing credits:	Champagne Supernova - Oasis
Take this survey | Find more surveys You've been totally Bzoink*d

i talked to rodney on the phone the other night. he kept on referring to the "christmas break" as "summer break". laftrip. he has mixed up his seasons =))

i saw the starbucks planner from my classmate a while ago. it was so pretty! haha. and it had coupons :o I WANT ONE!! mark dums will sell his card to me (one stamp to go!) for P350. ok na yun diba? i want!!! hahaha yehey! :)

first day of school was surprisingly fun. all i did was talk, laugh, sleep, talk, laugh the whole day. and ang cute, everyone's fretting on what they're gonna wear sa prom. and that includes me! wahahaha. i don't even know what color i want! :c HELP! yellow? orange? pastel lime green? waaaah.

prom = my 16th birthday. yehey!! :)

...and gliza's coming back! yeheyehey! :)

i ate a kyle-sandwich a while ago. it was so yummy!! :) wheee! :) thank youuu!

my thoughts aren't organized, as usual. maybe it was because we had an orchestra meeting a while ago, and the choco-flakes + hershey's from julian made me, casey and jackie so hyper. wahahaha =))

chiooo! thanks for the cd! yehey! :)

shet ang hyper ng post na to. wahaha. how many times have i said "yehey"? :p

yehey!

oh, narnia na this friday!! :) yeheeeey!

yesterday was one of the funnest (if there is such a word) days of my christmas break (excluding christmas eve, christmas day, and the sophc party) lol. i went to town with my friends and two people i sorely miss-- gelo and nika =D

i came to town late. so in turn, while i wasn't in town yet, they read "The Giving Tree" three times!!! :c aaaw. i was touched. LOL. everyone must read that book. i first found it in our grade school library, made fun of it, and eventually it grew on me and i learned to love it. so love it too. haha :)

yellow was the color of the day. ang cute. haha. rodney, kyle and i on the other hand were pink white blue =)) wahaha.

we watched Shake, Rattle, and Roll 2K5 and if it wasn't for their company, i would've walked out of the movie house, or slept in it. the movie was a waste of P110 (we should've watched enteng kabisote 2!! :c sam! jackie! lets go) but the laughs i got out of it were priceless. it disappointed me na hindi pa rin umaasenso ang mga horror movies natin, or maybe that applied to that movie only.

nika: bea san ka punta?
bea: bibili ako ng mercury drug!

nika: i met gelo in powerbooks..
bea: really? i met gelo in food choices!
err, i bet we're the only ones who understand that. haha =p

wet sensations, baby, honey, cream puff, sansrival... all the hirits kept me rofling the whole day. i've never laughed that much in such a long time :)

we were so noisy in the movie house, the people at the back left their chairs. in fairness, we weren't the only ones laughing in the movie house =p

we scrutenized everything in the film, from the chocolate rape, to the cup size of ara mina, to the pretty color of the contacts the ghost wore, to the gollum like creatures, to the fitness first mud spa commercial, to the out-of-tune-kung-anong-note-na-lng-ang-pinplay harmonica... wheeeee :) funny :)

laftrip rin when rodney thought wilma doesnt was jaya =))

i committed a categorical mistake!! after the third story...
bea: so nasan si san joaquin??
rodney: yun yung place.
bea: yun yung place??? hinahanap ko siya the whole time! :c
... jackie was looking for him too. naghahanap siya ng san joaquin statue. hahaha =p

panalo rin when they played a christmas carol at the end credits. WTF =)) soundtrack na to!

"gelo, act civilized!"

we went to timezone after, where kyle, nika, gelo and i all discovered the joys of this tribal-like percussion thing. i forgot the name. basta nakakatuwa and nakakapagod at the same time. lol. we had our picture!! hope it's still there ;) lol.

belated merry christmas and advanced happy new year! :)

btw i updated na rin my multiply! after 10 years! wahahaha

recap of my past week (?) or days. basta recap.


(from L-R, top-bottom)
me & kat with our banat hair! =P them helping me make my pompoms :) all the girls. all the girls part 2. all of us @ the gym. kat, me, pattyü. blood sex booze. early morning dance prac. fight team fight. <3

i love these people. we've worked (and crammed) our butts off, faced our fears (and getting bruised in the process), and i'm proud of our performance. our energy level was high, and we gave our all. "the silence made it clear -chio" you be the judge. i'm so proud that my batchmates were proud of us. people enjoying our routine is better than any place we could get.ü congratulations to all the winners :)

ZOBEL RACE. go boss paos! :) we got 4th place. i'm really proud of our group :) it was our first time to join, and we never expected to get that far. woohoo! it was soooo fun! i'll never forget it. running around zobel, doing tasks, screaming at the top of my lungs, doing dares... the whole experience was priceless. i want to join again next year! :D

... no matter how many times i screamed "elaine latonio!" or "francis liwanag!" when we couldn't find each other, i'm still not paos. haay. apparently paos is not equal to bea =D

I FINALLY WATCHED HP4!! woohoo! after 10 years =p it was the best hp film ever created! i love love loved it! the pacing, the musical score... everything :) the scenes shown were better than those imagined in my mind. specially the MAZE :o woahhh. loved it. kudos to daniel, magaling na siya mag-act! =D i'm so proud of him. HAHAHA. and they were all so gwapo wahaha :) couldn't decide which. draco in a suit, harry in the bathroom & yule ball, the weasley twins, cedric... i also had a crush on hermione nung yule ball. wahaha =D haaay. i felt kilig the whole time. LOL.

the casting of cho, fleur & the patil twins disappointed me =p cho looked like sarah geronimo and her acting was blah, fleur was pretty but they could've done better, and the patil twins didn't have to be that indian.

ate & i passed my mercury drug before watching HP. nagiging favorite store ko na yun (hi steph! lol). ate and i had a grand time trying to figure out what chocolate bar we wanted to eat. i immediately grabbed a hershey's bar (woohoo!) and ate grabbed hers, but since more than 2 hours yung film, we decided to get another one. haha. pig-out modes!

since i finished my hershey's bar & bag of time out chocettes by the time harry, ron and hermione were on the hogwarts train... well, you know what to expect =))

benta sakin lahat ng hirits sa film =)) wahahaha! the only problem was, the audience was so NR gahhhh =p it seemed like i was the only one laughing! naawa ata si ate sakin so sinasabayan niya laugh ko, lol. and ang hirap mag-side comment kasi ang NR ng mga tao, haha. parang tulog silang lahat. ate pia's verdict: "you watched with the non-hp fans!"

which was true, because the only time they talked was to make side comments which went like this:
"bakit naging isda si harry??""
*gasp* kasama SI MALFOY?!"
'-_-

anyway. ate & i wanted to sit through it again, just to catch a glimpse of draco in his suit nung quidditch world cup =)) but we decided against it, so we hung out a bit outside coffee bean and i ranted endlessly to her. yay!ü i was so hung-over with hp, all i could say to her in the car was "haaaay" and "i wanna watch it again!!"

... sorry for the long rant on HP. lol.

went mall hopping yesterday. thank you zobel race for making my legs sore, that's why my mom allowed me not to go to mtap =D we ended up shopping instead, yehey! although my rents kept leaving me behind, coz i was so slow in walking :p haha. glorietta-gb-town. my legs hurt. yun lang. haha.

belated happy birthday jackie, karen & joanna! happy birthday nika! :)